Hi little blog baby. Sorry I haven’t been around much, the past few weeks have been doozies. I’ve felt sad, stressed, excited, anxious, happy, relieved, elated and pretty much everything in between for one reason or another. Feeling that many things over that short of a period of time for me is very unusual, hence the lack of presence on the Internet. When I feel like that, I tend to close into myself to try and figure out why I’m feeling so much. It usually takes me a while considering I don’t like to be honest with myself about a lot of things, especially fear based things.
In the past week and a half I’ve been in Silverlake, Santa Monica and Thousand Oaks which totaled up to not a lot of time spent in my own safe space, my apartment. I think that’s what threw me even more off – the whole not being in my own comfort place. But finally this week I’m back in my own apartment, going to yoga every day, finishing laundry, making sure the apartment stays clean, doing everything I can do to make every aspect of my life feel a little bit more streamlined.
I still haven’t figured out why I was feeling so many things in the past week but I’m working on it. I’ve been writing a lot more and actually keeping myself to my new timeline that was developed about a month ago which makes me very proud of myself. I tend to do better if I have a looming deadline in sight. I am notorious for leaving it until the last minute to get things done by said deadline, but they still get done.
This week is dedicated to feeling good again – mentally, emotionally and physically. So far so good. I’ve also been listening to OneRepublic nonstop which I would highly recommend for anyone that wants to feel amazing all the time.
I can’t get this song out of my head. It’s so simple and so carefree and beautiful all at the same time.